♪♫ Saturday, October 30, 2004 ♫♪
© meredith's soul got squeezed at 21:32 ©

white chicks & med [konek?]


haha. laugh trip talaga 'to. benta! or sadyang mababaw lang ako. hehe. pero, nakakatawa siya talaga eh. nagyaya k'se si ethel na lumabas kami. kaya lang, nalagas... so apat lang kami natira: ets, jd, kennard, ako. dami talaga namin! hehe. oh well, okay lang. thanks kay ets sa pag-suggest sa movie na 'to 'coz i really enjoyed watching it. actually, wala kaming plan kung ano gagawin namin so ayun nanood, kumain, at naglakad lang kami hanggang mapagod. haha. next time ulit. =)

so wala na naman akong masabi ngayon. basta, magsisimula na akong mag-review for the nmat. kinabahan k'se ako when i read gerald's entry about the nmat eh. paano nga kaya kung ndi ako maka-40 percentile? waaah. i really have to review. lalo na sa socio stuff. paano ba naman k'se un barbero soc sci 1 namin. haha. =)

habang nag-uusap kami nila ets kanina, na-realize ko na ang tagal ko pa mag-aaral. wala lang, i mean, most of my batchmates are going to graduate by 2007. eh ako... 2010! at ndi pa un ang end ng pag-aaral ko. may residency at kung anu-ano pa. hirap mag-doctor... kaya i don't understand why a lot of doctors take up nursing after going through a decade of medical studies. ndi biro un 'no! wala lang, parang sayang naman 'di ba? i guess they just want to go abroad... pero, kahit na. basta. weird. ang tanong: kakayanin ko ba 'to? kailangan. this is what i want to do, but sometimes i'm just not so sure if i possess the makings of a good doctor. for all i know, baka mamaya i wasn't made for this profession at nagfee-feeling lang ako. haha. =) pero ito na gusto ko since i was a kid. i really want to learn, and as corny as it may sound, i want to be of service to others. [totoo 'yan! that's one thing that i learned here in up.] so un, basta ndi ako papasok sa surgery. ndi stable ang aking mga kamay eh. as of now, i plan to go into oncology. if not, siguro pediatrics. =)

hay, nakuha ko na lahat ng grades ko. [thanks to tara & ants! =) super!] kainis! ang aking average... 1.452380952! waaah! sayang, ndi ako umabot ng US! huhu. ano ba un... sumobra pa ng 0.002380952. ang hula k'se ng dakilang prof sa hum 1 ay 1.25, ndi pa inuno. aba, parehong 1.5 nga ung hula n'ya sa akin sa kom 1 & 2, daya nga nun eh. haaay. sayang naman. hanggang pangarap na lang ang US! hahaha. =) hay naku, isang malaking outlier ang grade ko sa org chem. kadiri talaga un. hinatak average ko. waaah!!! hehe, wala lang. happy na rin ako k'se kahit paano tumaas ang grade ko. kailangan na silang i-appreciate k'se pagdating daw ng med proper, best friend mo na ang mga dos. hehe. =)

nakalimutan namin mag-take ng picture. si ken pala, may kinuhang pic. ito:


hahaha! kaaway ko! joke. =)

---~*~---

"tell me it's not over now, will you?
so i won't be hanging around
and you won't see me crying..."


(2) oranges received... ::


♪♫ Thursday, October 28, 2004 ♫♪
© meredith's soul got squeezed at 18:30 ©

upis friends + chow chow + nemo + dory


nagkita kami ng ilang upis people [bry, cherry, giselle, ivy, meg, patty, tara] ngayon sa sm north. wala pala kaming plan kung anong gagawin namin. hehe. =) pero okay lang naman, masaya pa rin. =) kumain kami sa shakey's.





dumaan din kami sa petshop. dahil doon, gusto ko tuloy bumili ng chow chow kaya lang... oh my god, the price? P30,000!!! nakakainis naman, ang mahal-mahal... ung japanese spitz nga dito sa bahay, bigay lang ng kapitbahay eh. so ang wish ko, magkaroon ng kapitbahay na may chow chow para mabiyayaan din ako nun. hehe. pwede na rin kahit golden retriever, pomeranian, or shih tzu. ayun, ung shih tzu, may P14,000... haaay... nakakita rin kami nila giselle ng nemo at dory doon. ito sila:

 
clownfish & surgeonfish

hehe. wala lang. tinatamad k'se ako magsulat ngayon. i guess napagod lang ako sa kakalakad namin. nag-arcade din kami kanina. meron din akong halloween pix ni bry:


pwede na ba pang-"nginiiig" files? hehe. =)


nag-pose na naman po si bry...

haha, okay lang. nalibre naman n'ya ako ng cadbury dream. hehe. salamat, bry! =)

lesson for the day: do not play dance maniax if "you think you might be pregnant". ewan, sabi doon sa machine eh. haha. =) bakit kaya? ndi naman strenuous exercise un, esp. for someone who only might be pregnant... hehe. =)

ayan muna, nag-flood na naman ako ng pix dito. hehe. =)

---~*~---

"why do i keep hoping for a chance you'll walk back through the door?
when my heart knows there's no hope anymore
why do there have to be doors..."


(3) oranges received... ::


♪♫ Wednesday, October 27, 2004 ♫♪
© meredith's soul got squeezed at 22:24 ©

song


'wag na 'wag mong sasabihin / kitchie nadal

may gusto ka bang sabihin
ba't di mapakali
ni hindi makatingin
sana'y 'wag mo na itong palipasin
at subukang lutasin
sana'y sinabi mo na...
iba'ng nararapat sa akin
na tunay kong mamahalin

'wag na 'wag mong sasabihin
na hindi mo nadama itong
pag-ibig kong handang
ibigay kahit pa kalayaan mo

ano man ang iyong akala
na ako'y isang bituin
na walang sasambahin
di ko man ito ipakita
abot langit ang daing
sana'y sinabi mo na...
at sa gabi, sinong duduyan sa 'yo...
at sa umaga, ang hangin ang hahaplos sa 'yo...

'wag na 'wag mong sasabihin
na hindi mo nadama itong
pag-ibig kong handang
ibigay kahit pa kalayaan mo...


[http://www.kumanta.com/]


leave an orange... ::


♪♫ Tuesday, October 26, 2004 ♫♪
© meredith's soul got squeezed at 22:23 ©

trying to find the right words...


i want to write something... anything... a poem, a story, or a letter, perhaps. i wish all my bottled up thoughts and feelings could flow into my fingers down to the very keys of this keyboard, but i couldn't seem to find the right words to express each and every single thing that's running through my mind. there are so many things that i couldn't understand no matter how hard i seek the answers... so many words left unsaid that i wish i could still have the chance to say to you and hear from you someday... so many memories that keep haunting me... so many faces, but only one you. and i want to write because of you and all that you were, are, and will ever be to me...

chika lang! ndi ko na itutuloy. pero totoo, gusto kong magsulat ngayon pero i wasn't born to write eh. and i guess, magulo din utak ko ngayon. haha. =)

buti na lang okay na ung nat sci 4 ko. un nga lang, i still don't know kung anong time. anyway, it turned out that i made the right decision in choosing nat sci 4 because we're not allowed to take nat sci 1 and math 1 pala. hehe. god is good because he saved us from more physical sciences and math. =)

sana matuloy ang lakad with high school friends on thursday and with elem friends on friday. bored na ako talaga dito. and i feel guilty because i haven't even gone through at least half of my nmat reviewers. ta's nag-download pa ako ng yahoo game kanina kaya lang na-consume ko na ung free [na i forgot how many] minutes. it's called betrapped, sort of a minesweeper game with a dash of mystery.

got this thing from john's blog:


How to make a meredith
Ingredients:

1 part competetiveness

3 parts brilliance

1 part empathy
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of wisdom


Username:


Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

seriously, i think i need to go soul searching. i think i'm at a loss at the moment.

---~*~---

"i've seen this place a thousand times
i've felt this all before..."



leave an orange... ::


♪♫ Monday, October 25, 2004 ♫♪
© meredith's soul got squeezed at 16:50 ©

no more brain cells [to think of a title]


i just got my temporary pre-enlistment results. wala pa rin akong nat sci 4... looks like i'm gonna end up taking nat sci 1 or math 1. nooooo!!! ndi pwede... tama na ang may chem at physics na. actually, sobra na! at lalong ayoko ng math. huhu...

tapos hanggang 7 pm ang zoo lab... pero buti na lang hanggang 1 pm lang 'pag friday. at nakuha ko ang nakakatangang walking lec na pe. hahaha. =) and i don't have to wake up early except on wednesdays [so i do hope that i get the sts wednesday sked instead of the saturday sked]. oh well, pwede na...

nanlibre ako ng isang kaibigan ngayon sa starbucks dahil sa isang deal. malay ko bang ndi nga ako tres sa org chem? hmmm... sabi ko na, asar-talo na naman ako. haha. lagi na lang. jd, may araw ka rin. hehe. =)

---~*~---

"but i'd rather you be mean
than love and lie
i'd rather hear the truth
and have to say goodbye
i'd rather take a blow
at least, then i would know
but baby, don't you break my heart slow..."


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